Someone who has stood in both rooms, and once stood at the edge of leaving them entirely.
I spent 16 years in the military. Somewhere in the middle of that service, I found myself lonely, depressed, and thinking about ending my life more often than I ever admitted out loud. I tried everything the VA had to offer: talk therapy, SSRIs, SNRIs, sleep medications, every western modality available to me. None of it worked. If anything, I got worse. I was angry. I couldn't hold a job. My marriage ended. I lost my family. When I left the military, I was standing at rock bottom, talking about ending my life far too casually, far too often.
Someone finally saw how much I was suffering, and asked if I had ever tried psychedelic therapy. After 16 years of service and a childhood shaped by the D.A.R.E. program, of course I hadn't. I carried every fear and assumption most people carry about these substances. But I was desperate enough to try anything that might keep me alive, so I went to a retreat and sat with psilocybin for the first time.
That experience saved my life.
I spent the years after studying, training, and sitting in apprenticeship with teachers and lineage holders who understood these earth medicines far better than I did. I am now a Licensed Oregon Psilocybin Facilitator and a preparation and integration coach, and I continue to train with tribes, teachers, and programs around the world.
Before any of this, I also spent years in corporate leadership at companies like Nike, Amazon, Louis Vuitton, and Red Bull. I know that version of success too, the one that looks complete from the outside and still feels hollow from the inside.
I share all of this because I want you to know exactly who is sitting across from you: someone who has been at rock bottom, who has sat in the boardroom and in the ceremony, and who came out the other side believing something simple. You are your own healer. You are the medicine. I only offer the space, the accountability, and the mirror, so you can see the fullness of who you really are.
I see you.
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